As I realize I have been remiss in adding to this blog I also realize that there are so many things I could write about. Since graduating college so many things have changed. So many things have happened that have opened my eyes to mistakes and choices I have made in my life. I have opened up to people in ways I never had before, I told people things and relived moments I never wanted to again. It has been hard to realize what I want when I have so much of my past clouding my mind. Graduating, moving to New York, starting a new life. This was supposed to be my fresh start, leaving the past in the past, moving forward; but there is so much holding me back. Hopefully much of that helps me grow and shape myself into someone that I want to be, right now I have no idea where my path changed so drastically but it is time I found out.